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Ending of Autumn, And a Starting of Winter. . .

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Assalammualaikum & Hi peeps :)  Bulan ni awalkan aku update blog? Hahaha.. Well, it's november now. Times flies, doesn't it? Hahahaha, just now.. i was like, listening to BTS_21st Century Girl and suddenly something shock me.. i thought that the song was produce this year, but instead.. it was last year song.. that's how i realize that time leaves us faster than what we might imagine... Life are short, don't you think so???? Hahaha, btw.. i just graduated and done my convocation!!!! At last... 2 year and half of some happy, some bothersome and just plain memories will remain..malas nak upload gambar convo sebab takda yang gambar sorang dan gambar tak cantik.. hahahaha.. lagipun gambar convo tak penting kan?? kihkihkih So, just cause it's already november.. it's my birthday month!!!! hahaha, actually i'm hoping for nothing.. haha, just because if you put your expectation to high, in the ending, that was the one that would

Next. ? . ?

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Assalammualaikum & Hi guysssss~ Ya Allahhhhhhh~ lamanya tak update weyhhhhh! Hahaha.. gilalah.. at least dulu sebulan sekali aku update, nahhh.. sekarang dah nak masuk bulan 10 baru nak update blog kau filzah????  Sorry if i've make anyone waited for my new entry. Sekarang baru ada masa nak update. Tu pun sebab cuti.. hahaha.. kalau idok lerr, memey dak laa weyh.. pagi reja, malam balik. Mandi, makan, lena, besok ulang benda sama..kadang tu buat cheesecake/cheesekut/western order from my cust. Memang tak rajin laa nak bukak laptop untuk meng-update hah.. Jadinya, harini aku akan meluangkan masa yang masih berbaki ni untuk update blog, walaupun sebenarnya tengah lapar sebab tak makan lagi ni. Anyways, i'm doing countdown guys! Aku dah nak convo oii~ Tak shabar nak graduate! hehehehe.. but at the same time, i'm missing a lot the moment when i'm still studying. Hahahahaha, jadah kauuuuu~ orang busy2 nak habiskan studies, kau rindu studies? like serious

Love Yourself?

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Assalammualaikum and Hi to all~ ~ ~ It's been awhile right? Hahahahaha.. sumpah rindu nak berblogging macam biasa, tapi tula.. nak jadi seorang penulis ni sebenarnya susah.. sumpah susah.. ahahah.. Ni nak cari tajuk entri ni pun, baru dapat idea harini.. Jadi, sebelum kehabisan idea, baik aku taip semua cepat2..  Hahahaha, yelah.. Idea tak pernahnya bernas sejak2 otak membeku lepas grad ni hah.. nak tunggu konvo lagi.. Haa! cakap pasal konvo, eeeeeeee!!!!!!! Tak shabar rasanya weyhhhh!!! >          v           < InsyaAllah konvo tu bulan 10 ni.. Anything i'll update later.. So, what did i do for now?? Well, working my ass up.. that's what's up guys.. haha, actually to save for some money and that's why i'm working now.. doing some part time work and take an order for any cheesecake/cheesekut/creme caramel.. hahaha Banyakkan kerja?? tapi tulah.. mood suka melayang. Kerja part time tu pun 12jam.. hm, nasiblah jaga kedai centu jela.. okay

Believe in what we call F A T E...

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Assalammualaikum and Hai. it's me again, for. . . hahaha.. tah laa.. mukadimah harini mungkin akan banyak merapu... Tapi aku malas laa nak bebel bebanyak.. i guess let me just tell what i really feel now. Seandainya ini memang takdir aku untuk lalui ujian dari yang Maha Besar, Allah SWT.... The truth is,.... Yes. I'm so full of " scared mood " right now. Every now and then, just being filled by the darkness around me. Okay, i know.. maybe some of you don't really get what i'm trying to say here, but.. there is something.. Some secret that we can't just tell people, right? Semua orang ada rahsia terdalam yang tak mampu nak bagitau orang kan?  That secret of mine is what we called aib . So, takkan nak cerita aib aku sendiri dekat public kan? Obviously not. Mesti pernah dengar kan, " Jagalah aib orang, maka Allah akan tutup aib2 kita "...Okay, yes i know. Aku ni bukanlah baik mana. Takdaklah sealim mana pun bagi sesiapa yang menge

The Blue Sky Tag

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hi and assalammualaikum to all peeps! Hahaha, sorry to readers sekalian sebab baru sekarang nak update lagi entry baru. Ni update pun sebab bosan dan rupanya kena tag lah.. hahaha... saya telahpun ditag oleh dua orang gadis manis iaitu,  Syilah  dengan  Eyqin .. btw, you guys should check out these girls blog.. so nice! better than mine, that's for sure.. hehe..just click the link at their name's. So, taknak panjang2.. harini pun dah masuk seminggu berpuasa, btw.. Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al- Mubarak untuk semua saudara Islam ku. Semoga ramadhan tahun ni dirahmati.. And, sorry guy.. banner utk blue sky tag ni tak dapat di handmade laa.. haha.. busy assignment and final is around the corner. T^T so ini je mampu.. haha.. Now! let's get to the point... RULES: - Thank the person who tagged you (thanks to d' lovely  SYILAH  and  EYQIN ) - Answer their 11 questions (sorry if my answers are just messing with you guys XD) - Tag 11 people (be rea

Broken.

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Assalammualaikum & hi again peps! Harini aku update lagi blog usang yang tiada cerita menarik untuk dikongsikan selain sesi luahan perasaan aku lagi.  At last! about 1 month and a half to go before this all end. Tinggal lagi sebulan lebih something laa sebelum aku habis study dan tunggu untuk konvo bulan 11 ni. Rasa nak habis tu semakin membuak-buak sebab duduk sini pun, bukannya happy sangat. Entah la kenapa dengan hati ni.. walaupun dikelilingi orang, tapi tetap sunyi. Rasa macam tidak diingini kadang-kadang tu.  Hurmm, kadang tu perasaan kita ni bukannya betul sangat. Tapi entah laa.. mungkin sebab banyak masalah. Haih, dah la gaduh dengan bestie pulak... hahaha.. (i guess we were in a fight now.. )  FYI, i'm really sorry to my bestie ( Miss NHA ) for those stupid fights we are having now or in the future. Such a childish we are, mostly  I am,  to be honest. Maybe because we were too busy handling our own problems until its involving our friendship that we

Si Gadis yang Tiada Hati

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Assalammualaikum & Hi peps!  Di sini aku harini, masih lagi menaip cerita kehidupan yang penuh dengan drama tanpa henti ni. Hehe, rindu sebenarnya nak bercerita. Banyak benda dah jadi dalam awal 2 bulan ni sebelum nak habis belajar. Betul dugaan semuanya. Betullah ada orang cakap dulu. Bermulanya kehidupan yang sebenar tu pada usia 20an. Lagi dah nak grad, lagi banyak yang menduga //sigh// stress omakkkkkk ni hah! hehe. Assignment bertimbun, masalah menimpa, manusia yang nak kena hadap pun ramai lagi. Astaghfirullah halazim. Mampu ketawa ja tengok diri sendiri. Such a pity. Korang nak tahu, sejak dua menjak ni laa aku rasa semua orang asyik marah je. And that makes me sick of it. Seriously.  I'm sick with the people and their attitude. Acting all bitch and it makes me wanna to scream at their face. If you have a prob, just tell. Don't tell through you attitude. It's pretty sucks. Annoyingly, making me kinda hate you for no strong reason.  So, aku

F R I E N D Z O N E

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Assalammualaikum and Hi guys! Pejam celik pejam celik dah nak masuk bulan 3. It's going to be MARCH soon!!!!! so disebabkan aku pun dah masuk last sem this march. . . . . and aku tak berapa nak bertajuk kali ni.. aku pilih FRIENDZONE . Hahahaha.. as tajuk //laughing emoji// Since jep dengan sariyanti punya story menikah tu tersebar semalam, maka rakyat2 malaysia pun buatlah benda yang diorang suka.. rasanya kebanyakkan rakyat malaysia tahu yang kes Lofattah right? haha.. Lofattah di friendzone ye kawan2. Ramai retis malaysia ni, dari dulu lagi asyik kena friendzone. Kesian? Well, not really since reality are cruel. Even dalam society ramai yang kena friendzone right? Hahaha. Friendzone is everywhere guys! i mean like, seriously. . .  it's everywhere //lol//... No jokes babe! Kau suka dia, tapi. . . . . . . . . . .sayangnya dia suka orang lain. HAHAHAHA! jom berhuhu part tu~ Kalau kau confess, kau kena friendzone. Kalau kau berharap pun, kau tetap di friendzone.

Iri hati? Jealous? Haha.

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Assalammualaikum & Hi guys!! Hehehe. Rindu nak update blog sebenarnya, so here i am with another chapter of my life. Hm, nak tanyalah, korang banyak tak jumpa orang2 yang fake di sekeliling korang? well, two-faced people. Kawan aku cakap, " hat jenih munafik disebalik pemakaian islam dia tu ", ada jugak cakap, " jenis nampak baik, tapi semua tu b*bi doll sangat ". Well, YOU SHALL BE WARN . Today's entry is not gonna use such a lovely words. The world has gone crazy and cruel, so are my teenage life. So BARE WITH IT, or GOT LOST FROM HERE. You know, when you grow up, you get to know people more better and you just might know which one are the bitches that trying to get you down. The best part are, those bitches are acting like they're the angel while you're the devil.  Hahaha, sayangnya hidup aku. Sayangnya hidup kita kan? Kesian sangat.. kesian sangat2 sebab dikelilingi oleh SI MUNAFIK BERBAJUKAN ISLAM. It's just, somet

Me Myself

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Assalammualaikum and Hi :) It's been awhile since my last post, i guess. Hahahahaha.. Someone actually tweeted me and asking me to write a new entry, so here i am today. Typing from my Ferrari (my lappy actually ^.^') and i got a new friend for ferrari!  A new mouse for her/for me.. So, today's topic is about myself. I guess, i just got affected by my english lecturer, Sir. Hafiz. He taught us a lot of new things. A lot of stuff to know your own self. It's actually lovely to start learning about ourself, knowing more about ourself and understands more about our own self. Life has been tough tho... well, human's life right? Of course there obstacles after obstacles.  Do you guys know, opps! scratch that " Do you guys know ", because obviously you guys know that we all have our own roles in life right? Masing2 ada peranan masing2. As for me, peranan aku ialah;- menjadi seorang anak menjadi seorang kawan menjadi seorang s

2017. Not for me.

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Assalammualaikum and Hi. Aloha peeps! It's been 2017 already! Wuarhhh! lagi 10 bulan 3 hari aku akan genap 20 tahun. Dah 2-series dah aku T^T tapi masih macam ni. Haish.. dengan masalah jiwanya. MashaAllah.. XD Aku sebenarnya stress sekarang. Hahahahahaha.. Stress dengan masalah short sem ni. Stress dengan diri aku. Stress dengan keadaan sekeliling. Hahahaha, alahaiii.. mungkin betul apa yang mira cakap. Hm.. Sometime, i think this something we called relationship is just not for me. Hahahaha.. Entah la nakkk.... susah rupanya nak ada dalam relationship ni rupanya. Hahahahaha.. Or sebenarnya memang Allah nak uji sebab nak tunjuk yang masih belum tiba waktunya untuk aku tentukan jodoh aku? Hm..  Jodoh.  Bila? Siapa? Rasanya jawapan itu semua ialah. . .  "Entah. Bukan sekarang kowt filzah. Sebab tu setiap benda Allah nak tunjuk tak kena je." Hahahahahaha, kadang2 aku rasa nak gelakkan diri sendiri. Dah la bodoh dalam relay, tapi te