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In a blink of an eye~

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  Bismillah & hi again peeps! Well, would you look at this. It's already September in 2021?! How crazy this is! Hahahahaha, and the fact that my last entry was dated 4th of September 2020, and here i am, still alive and living like an adult should be (working and etc... blablabla~). Life is just too precious these days, since the world has been hit with the pandemic.  So, how's everyone? Living good? Had been missing lots of things in life, ey?? Well, what a bummer but life must go on and so does we and i think everyone felt the same (abt pandemic and how time flies because of lockdowns and new norms, that sort of things yk what i'm trying to elaborate here right??ahaha). Any how, actually i'm forcing myself to continue writing this entry, today since it has been awhile and this draft of entry need to be published! Like, weyh i got a lot of drafts that should be published already but, here i am, making a new one instead of finishing one (eye rolling while i'm t...
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Drives me insane!

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  Assalammualaikum & Hi peeps! WAWWWWW, just wawwww~ Akhirnya gue itu decided jugak untuk nak update entry blog gue yang udahh usang ni. Hahahahhahhaha, it''s been awhile since i last wrote here. Think, imma bit rusty in writingg now, but anyways i hope this entry that contain my feelings can reach you guys or anyone out there that might be in the same situation as i am right now,i just wanted you guys to know that you're not alone and there are people who understands you in a way. Lesget started then? So i'm back again with one of another rant i wanted to share (i guess it's a rant laa since itu jela aku buat dekat blog ni. Kalau tak luah, beletiaq tak sudah HHAHHAHHA)  If anyone has been wondering, life has been busy for me. Since the pandemic of Covid-19 that hit us all around the world, life has changed. Our normal, has it's own norm now. All the routine are changing because we're talking about disease that is new to us and never been heard before an...
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2020

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Assalammualaikum and hi again peeps :D It's already 2020?? Wowwwww.... how time flies bruhhhhhh~  So, the last entry were about how I've encounter such challenging test in life, where i lost someone so closed to me, my king, my ayah :') sedekahkanlah Alfatihah to ma old man kk guys :D Wow, hahaha i think i've turned rusty in writing entries for this blog since my long hiatus. Anyway, i've was thinking of making comeback (somehow HAHAHA) for 2020. Sumpah, i think i'm sucks at writing blog dah ni haa hahahaha or maybe i've been away for too long??? Tbh, when i'm writing this, tonight i felt nothing (empty). There was something missing (my true feeling). Maybe the excitement of writing wasn't here tonight, thats why i'm sucks at it now. Therefore, i'm just gonna ramble some things such as "what have i been up to?" , "how's life are now without ayah?" and so on (somewhat....) First of all, i am alrea...
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The Lost of My Great Hero (longest post ever. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED) :')

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Hi and Assalammualaikum peeps. First of all, I would like to start with kindly asked whom has read this to recite AlFatihah to my father who has just passed away recently, on 20th July 2019. Bismillah. Fuhhh! Hahaha 2019 has been tough. And i'm saying this not only for my situation that recently happened with my arwah ayah. :') I'm saying this to everyone who has been in a rough situation and i hoped you guys are doing much better now even it is still tough to handle. ^_^ So, like I mention earlier. Yes, my father just passed away recently. Today is his tenth day of his death. It left me a big scar. :') I don't even know when will this heal. Well, probably never thoroughly heal, but at least the pain is fading little by little. It also left my mother a big scars in her life. Well, recently before my ayah's death, we faced another death. Which is my grandmother, the mother of my mak. I called her Tokyah. She passed away 5 day before raya. Well, ...
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Hero also Sick

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Assalammualaikum & Hi. Heyyy guysss. It's been awhile since I last posted an entry, righttttttt? Hahaha. Since Feb hah, wowwww, lama jugak tu. Well, things got complicated this past few months. ^_^ Soooooooooo, anyway did you guys missed me?? Today, i wanna talk about heroes. Do you have one in your life? I mean, REAL HEROES? Not the supernatural one. Hehe :'D Well, to tell a story, I actually do. Hahahahaha, today's entry is nothing special actually. It's just an entry about how i've been coping up these few days. As for what i'm saying just now about heroes. I got a hero. One and only. :)  He's my everything and I am HIS EVERYTHING. Like, HIS one and only EVERYTHING. So, yeah! Find someone who loves you to the infinity like that people! No kidding. Hahahaha, yeah back to the story. Recently, i was shocked by a news. It's kinda heartbreaking story. Almost make me cry out my heart in public (well, actually kinda already did that. H...
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February, 2019

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Assalammualaikum & helloooo peeps!  WOW! Literally it's been how long now since the last time i've updated my dusty blog? Hahahahahaha, i guess long enough since it's already 2019...duhhhh~ Tbh, i actually wanted to updated my blog long time agoooooo but got stuck half way through cause my baby ferrari (my precious 9y/o hp laptop) having his time of life (broke down for some reason related to audio and cant connect to the wifi)  since i'm on my semester break.  Okay, about my laptop...i know its kinda dumb since i can fix it on my own but yeahhhhhh. That googling thing just doesnt work. I'VE TRIED IT SO STOP JUDGING ME. I look through everything and the result seems like something abt the device manager/admistration just wont give me the permission to fix it cause they say it'll harm my pc something like that laa. Urh, it's complicated and i'm not really the most patient person type. So yeah. I'm using my phone to do this entry to...
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Play Hard, Hustle Harder

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Assalammualaikum & Hello peeps! I think it's been a longggggggggg time since i last wrote an entry. Plus, it's already SEPTEMBER ~ Hahahahahaha, kinda funny since it's been awhile for me not to updating ANYTHING cause usually i would update an entry for at least once a month. Huh, i don't know what has come over me until i don't feel like updating about anything anymore. Maybe i've lost the touch of writing T^T which once i loved the most. Or, i'm just aging //lol//  Pfft! but who am i kidding //face palm myself// i'm just freaking lazy and i don't have any ideas what to update about. (meh.....) So, life's been better i think. As a deg student myself, i think it's been smooth. Well, not to smooth but better in many aspects i guess. More experience, more in gaining knowledge but yeahhhh~ less in financially //lol// STUDENT ARE FAIRLY VERY POOR SOMETIMES. NO JOKE though... hahaha, but seriously. Being a student a...
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